Life After Life

My life will be lived in death for eternity
I lived in a dream world, where I couldn’t escape.
And when I finally awakened, and came back to reality
I realized I was always a fool for love.
That shall never be.
If life continues after death.
please show me so ohw lord and devil of the deep
My life of what use it may have hade.
Will be thrown into the obis.
And then my life will continue to life.
In my own created reality