I Couldn

I can’t explain what I do,
I’m unwillingly lying to you
Deceiving my friend,
I couldn’t crawl back
after what I did,
Kiss you on the lips,
Touching your heart and soul.
Knowing you are in love with me,
Still knowing my feeling lies
with an other.
I wanted some kind of revenge
of what you did to me before,
Now I regret the way I did.
I can’t keep on deceiving
my self and especially you.
Could you please forgive me,
and let us still be friends.