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A flow of tears,
A flow of tears, a tear for the ones
that suffer, a tear for the ones that died..
A tear for the people left behind..
A tear for the ones who lost a love
A tear for the people who do good..
A tear for the ones that tried..
A sign of our care, our concern..
Just a tear, for al those people..
A flow of tears for those in pain
All this time,
There where times that we would have missed each other..
Days that we couldn’t wait to be with each other..
Weeks filled with the thoughts of love, and devotion..
Months of waiting, waiting for you..
Then after years came out the truth..
That all this time..
I was used
Alone,
Alone, standing in the cold..
I was in love with you,
I used to talk to you..
I used to cry with you..
I used to wanna be with you..
I used to love you..
Now I’m alone, I’m back in my realm
the realm of darkness, and loneliness
the realm of fear, danger illusions and
so much more..
Just a realm where I feel at home..
the realm where nobody else will ever come
My realm where I’m finally alone
Anger,
A feeling I need to control,
I feel it trough my vanes..
It’s so warm and needs to come out..
It seeks the source the source of it existence..
It wants to destroy the creator.. the one that made me
angry the one that hurt me so deep down in side..
I need to lose this anger.. it’s sow hard to control
I have a need for revenge..
I want to get even..
I want to hurt you as bad as you hurt me
I’ll have my revenge..
I swear..
Are we not,
Are we really so much better then animals, because our
conscious and intelligence
Are we not the ones who are cutting down the rainforest,
tree by tree by tree
Are we not the ones who are polluting the oceans dumping our waste
day in and day out
Are we not the ones who are killing the animals
one by one by one
are we not the ones who make the biggest wars,
in cost of our planet,
Are we not the ones who kill each other for no reason,
Are we not the lowest life forms on this planet
What is it that makes us so weak, is it our intelligence or our conscious
Baby why,
We where so happy together
we where meant to be for ever
I told you I love you, you told me 2
I showed you my love, what ya gonna do
I bought you presents, was there when you needed me
I was there to cheer you up, I tried to make you
happy in any way I could..
But..
Then the lies and the deceiving came,
Our love was never gonna be the same,
You told me I was gonna be a father,
I didn’t know what to say… I wouldn’t be anything much rather
You told the world, everybody knew
Everybody knew about our child,
A child of birth
A child of love
A child of happiness
Our child our love
A few weeks have past..[since that day]
One day I came on by..
I opened the door,
Baby I saw you crying, lying on the floor
I showed you my concern
I asked you why..
You told me everything was a lie..
A lie from the beginning
A lie from the start
A lie everybody knew
Baby why did you lie
why didn’t you tell the truth
Baby please just tell me why
Tell me why you had to lie..
Lie about
A child of birth
A child of love
A child of happiness
Our child our love
baby why did you lie
why didn’t you tell the truth
Baby please tell me why
baby why did ya lie
A child of birth
A child of love
A child of happiness
Our child our love
I didn’t know what to do, baby I wish I really knew,
Baby your lie made me feel all that pain,
I was never gonna be the same
All about
A child of birth
A child of love
A child of happiness
Our child our love
baby why did you lie
why didn’t you tell the truth
Baby please tell me why
baby why did ya lie
I ran out the door, to never come back again..
Because of all that pain, our love was never gonna be the
Same
Opgedragen aan degene die me zoveel pijn heeft gedaan.
Back to the land,
This soul, this mind, died years ago,
Now there is only a mindless, feeling less body
left..
Only you, your beauty and kindness, could bring me
back, back to the living back to the land..
I’ll return to the land, the land of souls, the
land of the loving, living and caring souls
I want to come back, please show me your true love
And take me back,
Back to the land
Bleeding,
When you’re put a side, a side for an other men..
The pain your feeling is like slowly bleeding to death..
The tears slowly sliding down your face
The tears falling on the floor..
those tears are the drops of blood from the pain..
The pain of love, the pain it can cause..
Love is bleeding, bleeding of the pain it causes..
Can you imagine,
A world, a world filled with peace and love
A world, without hatred, revenge and differences
A world, where war is no longer usual
A world, where everybody is happy
Just a world, a world we could call perfect
Only you should realize, this our dream..
A perfect world..
Could you be the one,
I waited so long, so many were before you,
then I saw you, met you, heard you..
You gave me this feeling, a feeling I can’t describe
a feeling so special, that’s it’s something I wanna share
I wanna share it with you..
You gave me something special, you gave me your attention,
kindness love and devotion..
Could this be..
Could you be the one I’m searching for..
The one I’m waiting for, for so long..
I cry since I know,
I have cried so many tears
since I know
I know the thing I never wanted, want to believe
I have cried countless tears, all on the floor
all those tears for you..
Just because now I know
Death
Death is something we al fear
Death pursues me day and night when will my time come
I see death striking around me, taking the lives of friends,
family and so many more.
Taking lives, personalities away around me,
leaving me alone, alone on the earth.
When will I see al those friends and family again.
I miss them all and specially you
Don’t forget,
Never forget me, always think about me even now I’m gone,
gone to a better place.
You are the one that can keep me alive,
alive by just remembering me in your memories and thoughts.
I’ve a special place in your heart,
a place where my soul now lives in the memories
in all of the people who knew me.
I’m immortal as long as you think, dream
and cherish me, In your mind.
Just please don’t forget
Don’t know what to say..
When your, sitting in a car,
next to a grown woman and she tells you a child is dying
You don’t know what to say
Can’t do anything, you feel so helpless..
You can’t do nothing just reach a helping hand
Talk, cry, comfort and just share the pain..
When a friend found the love of his life
And he starts asking his self why..
What’s wrong with me..
You don’t know what to say
The only thing you could do is..
Reach a helping hand..
Talk, cry, comfort and just share the pain..
be there for the people..
the people who need you
the people with the troubles
the people with the need for love and affection
Don’t leave,
Don’t leave me, stay beside me, and comfort me,
comfort me in the time of need..
The times when I feel so down, so sad, the days
that I’m crying over loves that I have lost, the love I had..
Just stay here beside me, give me a helping hand
But promise that you’ll never leave,
Promise that you’ll never leave me..
Dreams,
The dreams I had about you, the dreams of a world had
so fine, the dreams I wished that they came true..
Those dreams are ripped apart..
The nightmare began..
Of never having you, by my side..
Never holding your hand..
Never feeling your lips on to mine..
Never feeling your body trough the night
against mine..
Finally the end of the nightmare was near..
I woke up.. and your still..
here
Endless,
Endless what is endless,
Endless is that if you look over the sea you never can see the end,
When you look trough the dessert you never can see the end,
When you look in to space you never can see the end,
that is endless my endless love is about the same for you
You can’t ever see the end
Everything
Everything, I see, I hear, I smell,
The world around me is like magic,
some things so big and some so small
The sun, the sky, the trees, the animals
the water following trough the land..
It’s magic so beautiful, let us be thrifty
on our everything, called earth..
Everything, where we have to life on, in a
magical world..
We are truly blessed..
Fantasies,
Fantasies are the things that keep us alive, makes us human
come a long and you’ll see
there is a other world out there we wanna be
The world, we all fantasize about..
A world that is different in each mind..
The only thing that counts is.. that’s where your happy
In your world, that keeps us alive our fantasy
Fear,
There were times I thought I feared nothing and nobody
that I could handle every situation..
That my mind was resistant against all things on my path,
my path, my way of life..
Then I realized, that I fear, fear the fact that I could
lose you..
Finally
Only that one thing is finally out of my mind
slowly fading, fading to the background,
I can resume my life once more
and love agian..
Finally out of my mind..
At last I’m not in love with you no more
You had your chance, you broke my heart
I finally realize your not the one
The one for me..
And for the one, please come on soon..
Walk on by.. I have a lot to give…
my love and my devotion
and so much more..
I want to love you..
Like I loved her before..
and even more?!
Fire,
Fire is like my love for you
Starts like a spark, just a connection between us..
When a flame is born, it’s like the first time I saw you..
After time passes the fire grows, just like our love for each other
Our fire will know up’s and down’s..
Just like our love..
Let’s just pray that our fire never is blown..
Free,
I was chained up, against a wall
The wall of fear, the wall of uncertainty
Then you came a long, I looked in to your eyes,
I found the power, the strength
the strength to break free,
free from this hell..
Chains all over the floor, the chances of capture
The chances that kept me locked for so long..
Now I’m free to be me, all because of you..
Your my key..
Friends,
People are straddling my world, specially my friends
They are there for me, and I’ll be there in the time of need..
They are the ones that always will be in my heart..
I’ll love them for ever..
there my friends my friends until the end..
Friends for live,
Friends, friendship, friendship is something that is maybe even more
valuable then what ever in live, it excels the feelings of love or what
other there is on the face of the earth.
Real friends are there for you always, always equals eternity, friendship
for eternity, for live.
I never met somebody like you, I have the feeling I know you for years.
friends already for a long time..
We are friends for live, I know what you feel, I know how you are, I know
you’ll react. I know you as a true friend, a friend for life, for eternity
Friends for ever?!
Hearts,
hearts are given by god,
given to be stolen,
so someone else can enjoy a heart
and be smart steal the heart of
your thief..
History
We have a lot in common,
We have been with each other for a while
We where happy together nothing could break us apart
Unfortunately, it did..
Still now I see that you are in pain, in trouble..
I want to help..
We have a history together something
Nobody can take that away for us..
The times we had..
I want to help you, even after our fights and so much more
Let me help you..
Hope,
Hope, is something we all depend on,
Hope is something we all believe in,
Hope is faith, faith in something you want to happen
For years people hope for world peace, to stop
cutting down the rainforests to stop pollution of our world
and using all our natural resources..
There is only one thing that I hope for,
I hope you’ll see in time I can be the one, the one
for you..
I want to show you my world, my dreams and specially
my love, my love for you..
That’s all I hope for..
Hope,
When I’m walking in the darkness
Deep down in de the forest
On a deserted road
And just when I think I can’t see nothing no more
There you are..
You, your my light..
The light at the end of the road
Just give me strength..
You give me hope..
You give me the courage to keep on going
Your my light, your my hope
I believe,
I believe in you
I believe you could love me like I want to love you
I know deep, deep down inside this is maybe to good to be true
To love you the way that I do
If we both work hard, try our best..
You and I will be come one, one heart, one mind
I will know what you are thinking when I see you,
You’ll know how I feel when I start to talk..
And all will of this will be.. If we
Just believe in a love that shall be
If we both want it..
I can’t
I can’t explain..
I can’t tell you what I feel..
I can’t love you already not now..
I never met you,
I never saw you,
I never heard you, still I feel this feeling inside of me
I never ever, felt this way, I loved so many before, I know
what love feels like and girl I’ll tell you this is love
I’ll meet, see and hear you in time, then I can love you
Then I can explain to you
Then I can tell you and
Then I can love you
I drown,
I’m drowning, drowning in..
I’m drowning in my own feelings
Drowning in the feelings I feel..
the feels I have for you..
They make me feel so good and
the same time so bad..
Drowning in love, drowning in
regret..
Regret because I know, I know
I can’t ever win your heart,
win your love, I can’t ever
make you mine..
Mine to love..
I’m just drowning in love of my regret
I heard,
I heard so many things, things that I didn’t believe
Words, that you should have told those people, that you
don’t want to be with me, don’t want to share your life
with me
Things, I found out, words I heard. Those words are
Unfortunately true, the words that you don’t want to love
me like I love you, and so many more.
Just friends, is something I can live with
At least I know friendship lasts longer then love..
Friends for ever then.. Like you want it
At least that is what I heard
I miss
You left, you walked down the hall,
trough the door….
Now I realise what I miss I miss you,
Without you my life has no reason no more..
I need you by my side, sow I could make
you happy and my life a reasonable one
Please come back..
I miss you!
I saw
I saw your words, the words of sadness,
the words that hit me so hard, I saw you cry,
he is leaving you, he is letting you down,
leaving you in the cold..
I can’t stand the site of seeing you all alone and crying
If you want to talk, call me
If you want to see me, I’ll come
If you need me just tell me
If I just knew what to do, so I could heal your
heart, I saw it break in two..
I feel your sadness.. I’ll help you as much as I can
Just tell me..
I see
I see so many good things in you..
I see love in you..
I see love between us..
I see a future before us..
I see things that don’t exist..
Or am I so blind..
I should have known,
I could knew that this love won’t last long, we both hade our troubles, our
lives, and I told my self to never fall in love again, but I did, I fell in
love again.
In love with you, you stole my heart and kept it save, I knew that was the
mistake, then at night I dreamed I would lose you. Lose you because of our
past, those dreams came true
But still I love you
Just a soul
I’m just sitting here, here in the dark, drifting away
Careless, mindless, painless, loveless..
I’m just a body, without any emotions..
I can’t feel hatred, happiness, revenge or love..
I’m a wondering soul doomed, to wonder alone,
being someone..
A soul without feeling..
Just one,
Countless stars shinning at heaven,
just one of gold,
Countless lovers on earth,
and just one I can truly love
I don’t know if there is still,
somebody out there to hold me tight.
I want to treat that person right.
I still need to find.
Last resort,
So many failures
So many rejections
So many lost
You’re my last love
You’re my last chance
The last resort
Lost,
So many come, tell, explain..
The troubles that they have..
The things that bother them in there sleep
in there dreams..
The thought of losing their loved ones
The question of why am I on this world like this..
The haunting idea of their behaviour..
The only thing I can say, understand is..
That people have lost the sense of the value of
love..
Love hurts,
Love is a feeling that bonds us all
Love is a feeling shared by many
Love is a feeling that’s is so special
The love you get from friends, family
all so different still feels the same..
When those people do certain things..
Things they regret..
Then you understand that love hurts..
Opgedragen aan mijn beste vriend Massimiliano
Love you,
I feel strange, when I see you,
I can’t feel my legs no more,
I can’t describe this feeling your
giving me..
I hade it before, I was in love back
then..
Could it be that I love you so much
and even more..
Gurl I love you for evah
Love is a crime
Your a intruder, a thief..
You are in places where you shouldn’t be
Your trying to steal something that can’t
be yours..
It’s a thing you need to deserve, to get..
You can’t come on by and steal the heart of
a lover..
Love is a crime, when you show affection..
Love is a crime, when you spend time with her..
Love is a crime, and in time..
You’ll get your punishment..
Love is a game,
A game without any rules, restrictions or what so ever..
A game with cards…
Cards that represent..
Luck,
anger,
hate,
happiness,
sadness,
sorrow,
guilt,
love,
Each card represents a feeling or a emotion,
The only thing you can do is..
Just play my cards right..
Love
Love is…
Love is feeling sick
Love is being happy all the time
Love is thinking about your love (all the time)
Love is some thing special
Something that should be treated right,
Don’t break a heart of a lover because
those are the people who you can trust
the people who are your friends..
Just the people who should be treated right!
My wish for Christmas,
It’s cold outside, snow falls..
When you look trough a window you see people sharing, loving,
being and caring for each other..
Kids playing with there new toys, happy as ever can be..
Then they go outside to play in the snow having fun..
Making snowman’s, throwing snowballs and scatting on the ice..
When I see all of this it fills my heart with joy..
My Christmas wish is..
Let the next Christmas be the same as this year
Need,
I have a need, I have a need for someone that loves me,
A need for someone that cares about me,
A need for someone who will comfort me,
A need for someone who will be there for me,
A need for someone who will spend her life with me,
I have a need for someone that is with me, and I want to for fill her need,
A need for a lover a need for love
Never dying,
My love for you will last for eternity
No one can take that away from me, not even you, my love is true
I’ll wait until you’ll see, I want to be with you…
My love is a never dying flame, nobody can put it out..
Not even you no matter what you do, I’ll always love you
New life,
New life, you carry a new life inside of you,
a new life that has a future in front of it’s self.
Make the little ones live a good life, give it what it wants
what it needs and specially the love of a mother
the most important thing in the world.
You can see the little one grow up to an adult
this is one of the many wonders of the world
maybe I’ll be there to see this wonder,
I sure hope so.
If you ever need help, call me during
the day or the night. I’ll be there.
This new life deserves a good chance
in a new world a world filled with the love of motherhood
I’ll be there for you and the new life.
Opdragen aan Denise
New year,
A year has past, a year flown by..
It seems like only yesterday that it started
So many things happened, so many new people we have met
so many so many memories to cerise..
Now its the beginning of a new year, a brand new start
a new chance to do what ever you wanna do..
A new start, a new chance.. for everything
Happy New year
People
People, what are people
You have them in all shapes and sizes
You have people that are unique in every way
Everybody has it’s own mind every human is
beautiful in it’s own way..
Everybody is human, sow it doesn’t matter if
you are black, white yellow
or what ever so
We all are human, and have to live in peace on
this planet called earth..
Just live in peace, no matter what size shape or colour
Perfect
I see two perfect lovers with each other,
they melt my heart time and time again,
one way I’m jealous that I don’t have such happiness
and the other way I’m glad they do..
The perfect love, I’m glad I’m there to see it grow
day by day.
Those two people are two of my best friends
I love them both, because they let me see,
what love is all about..
Opgedragen aan Albertine en Jeroen
Raped
When your friend passes by,
on her way to her man..
And she starts to cry..
Tears flow down her cheeks
Then she starts talking..
I was raped by a man..
He touched me everywhere
I told him to stop..
He wouldn’t listen
He just kept going on..
I was shattered, broken..
I couldn’t prevent this from happening
I couldn’t make her feel any better
She was raped
I’m so desperate..
I can’t help her..
I need to I feel I do..
I’m so helpless and the worst part is..
I’m not the victim..
Opgedragen aan mijn beste vriendin, die dit heeft mee moeten maken.. tot
mijn spijt
Reborn,
I died a long time ago,
Years of waiting, years of patience
Now the time has come for me..
To arise for the asses of my remains
I’m reborn after countless years
I’m harder stronger better faster
I’m reborn..
I’ll never die..
I don’t feel no more, I don’t love
no more..
I’ll die again and again..
arise time to time..
Till I find the love I’m searching for
and each time ..
I’m harder stronger better faster
Say,
Say that you like me
Say that you love me
Say that you want to be with me
Say that you want to share your life with me
Just say, I love you..
Just say, it tonight
Secrets,
My secrets, the secrets that I carry around..
Secrets will maybe never be told,
Things wondering trough my mind,
Rising questions, that need a answer but maybe never will be found
The one thing I really need to find,
One of my secrets I can tell..
I’ll tell you my biggest secret a secret only for you
My secret for you is..
That I want to be with you,
hold you, hold you in my arms, to keep you safe and warm..
kiss you, kiss you out of love the love I feel for you
I love you, could you love me to?
That’s my secret to you, and my question that needs to be answered
The one thing I really needed to tell
The one thing I really need to find..
Silence,
When you’re all alone, nobody that loves you..
The only friends you have are inside, inside your heart..
You can only remember them, the memories you have of them..
The times when you knew, friendship, love and happiness
So many years ago..
Now, I yearn for those times, those friends again..
Just to be lucky and be loved
Now there is only one friend in my life,
the friend that never speaks, never argues with me
and that’s always around when I need it..
That friend is silence
So young,
So young and vulnerable
So little so adorable
Why did god take you away
the same day..
The day you came in to our life’s
You where so young not older then
a day..
Why did he take you away..
You where so young..
Opgedragen aan Lisette
Souls mates,
Souls, friends, loves,
things we both share, we are so a like
we laugh at the same jokes, cry with the same reasons
we spend so much time together..
the love we share is so special..
the love we share is so eternal..
its a love so many share it’s a love that will last
will last forever..
Your my soul mate, your the one..
the one I really wanna be with..
Your the one I have been looking for,
for so long
your my soul mate, your my love..
Sweetness,
You’re a sweet angel, a sweet girl,
sweeter then honey sweeter then sugar,
sweeter then the sweetest thing one the earth,
you’re the sweetest.
Sweetness has a new meaning for me now I know you, you are the one that can
make me smile, you’re the one that can me blush. I wanna be with you in the
good and the bad times, loving, crying laughing and al the other feelings
that we can feel. I’ll hope you feel the same way to, love can be a strange
thing, it’s something I wanna share with you. Just like my life, wanna
share it with you,
Your sweet,
There is a road,
When your feeling down,
when you think there is nobody around
Nobody that loves you, nobody that cares for you
Just nobody…
That you think your all alone..
Those are times that the roads..
Roads of possibility will open..
The roads of friendship, love, and comfort
Then you’ll realize there still is a way
There is a road, a road for everyone
For love, friendship and affection
Time,
Time is all we need..
We need the time..
for so many things,
to learn..
to cerise..
to trust..
to comfort..
to share..
to love..
each other..
We just need the time,
time to fall in love..
time to get a bond
time to find eternal love
All we need is time with each other
Uncertain,
Uncertain, about so many things
Things, like the future, life and you
Uncertain how long will I be here..
How will my life turn out..
Will I be rich, will I be poor..
Around you, I feel insecure..
I feel so strange, I used to love you
I think I still do…
Those words you told me, made me so weak
so vulnerable..
I doubt my chances, I doubt myself
I doubt my life, I doubt my future
All because I’m so uncertain
Uniqueness,
We are unique
Unique, we are two of the many drops of water in the seas, the oceans
We are two of the many grains of sand in the deserts
two of the many leaves on the threes, in the rainforest
of the world..
We are unique
We both know,
The time has come to put my arms around you..
We look at each other..
We both know what we want..
We both know what is going to happen..
We both know that this will be the beginning..
The beginning of something so magic..
Just the start, and all it started with was a simple thing
like a kiss
Where ever,
Where ever I have been
Where ever I may walk talk
I leave a trace, a mark
A mark that I have been there
Just for people after my demise will
know that I roomed this earth
That I tried to make a difference
Just a mark a trace
That I have been here
Why,
People ask my time and time again,
Why, why.. won’t any body love you
Your a sweet guy, nice boy even a good looking man..
I wish I knew.. I really do..
Maybe it’s time to start thinking..
thinking why…
Is it that I search so hard..
Is it that I’m hoping to much just hoping so..
Is it that I’m over reacting so..
Is it that I’m so shy..
Oh please tell my why..
I just wanna know..
Just tell me..
Worlds,
I wanna tell you the stories I can tell
I wanna make you see the things I see
I wanna make you hear the things I hear
I wanna show you the world, I wanna show you mine
only if I could be a part of yours…
You,
You shook my world, you made me tremble,
I could feel my heart pounding in my throught
I was so in love with you, but then
You broke my heart, like so many did before,
I hade to cry..
the first time since many years..
You don’t have a clue, what you could do..
you’re hiding the truth..
The truth you only knew..
You don’t know
Your desperate..
Don’t know what to do..
Can’t find no love no more..
Your falling in love with anybody
don’t know if it’s true any more..
Sorrow and regret are the feelings
that are ruling your life
Just hold on, try to believe..
Keep faith never lose the faith
in yourself..
The love is not to be found, but to
be received..
Just hang in there..
Your Birthday,
One year has passed, one year full of memories,
thoughts and so much more
Your one year wisher, one year older..
You now have one year more to look back on..
It’s the ending of this year, and the start of a new one…
I wish you luck and happiness in all the years to come
Happy birthday
Your kiss,
I closed my eyes..
I felt your lips on to mine,
ow girl this feels so fine,
It was the kiss of a angel,
the kiss of love
the kiss that showed me so..
the kiss of my sweetheart my love..
Or am I overreacting so..
I am execrating about this..
All of this over a kiss..
Your self,
If you want to be your self, do what you always do,
be your self in every way. Show your face
How can you be a friend if you don’t have a face.
How can somebody trust you if you don’t have a face.
How can somebody love you if you don’t have a face.
How can you miss somebody without a face, with out a face
with character. Without a own life
Show your face and be somebody